by Jim Rach
It started as a normal day in first century Palestine. The disciples were trying to forget that uncomfortable incident from the week before, it was embarrassing for Peter, you know no one likes being called Satan, especially by Jesus.
But the thing about Jesus is even a rebuke is colored with love, so on this beautiful day in Palestine, when Jesus decided he needed to take a walk, he invited Peter, along with James and John. So, the four of them set off. The three disciples were following Jesus and they came to a mountain and they proceeded to climb. So, a good way to get some exercise, some fresh air, a pretty normal walk.
Until Jesus stopped climbing. And then everything stopped being normal. It makes for a nice story, this gospel story, but to actually be there, to witness this event, would be terrifying, this is kind of crazy stuff. Not normal.
Let us remember what occurred on the mountain. The walk ended when Jesus stopped, and his face turned into the sun. Terrifying. And then his clothes, which were probably brownish, turned dazzling white spontaneously. And then the ghosts appear. Moses who had died many centuries earlier was standing right in front of them. Terrifying. And then Elijah, who was carried into the sky by a fiery chariot, shows up too. He’s either a ghost or, since he left earth without dying, maybe he’s just hundreds of years old and able to materialize at will.
Scary stuff. No reason to stop the terrifying stuff there, why not add the voice of God. The very voice that created the cosmos and all the things in it, separated the light from the darkness, they hear that voice. Bright faced Jesus, two holy apparitions, the voice of the Creator rocking their eardrums. By the time that cloud dissipates, we find the disciples face down in the dirt. Trembling in fear. And this is all before Jesus tells them he is going to be killed, and then rise from the dead. Try processing that.
In the midst of what is no longer a normal day, Jesus looks at his three disciples, dusty and in distress, and says to them, “get up, and do not be afraid,” which, by the way, is easy for him to say, he has not yet looked in the mirror to see his shining face. The disciples were overcome by fear, paralyzed, unable to move, like dead men. And every last bit of fear was justified. Of course, they were afraid.
The disciples faces hidden in the sand, and Jesus touches them, and says “get up and do not be afraid.” Throughout Jesus ministry in Matthews gospel, Jesus heals many people. The healings are achieved through some combination of word and touch. So, when Jesus heals the leper in chapter 8, first he touches the man, then he says be made clean. When Jesus sees his frightened disciples laying on the ground, he first touches them, then says to them, “get up, and do not be afraid.” Except when Jesus says “get up” he uses the same word in the Greek as the angel says in the tomb on Easter morning. And so, you might consider what Jesus says to his disciples is more like “be raised up, be resurrected.”
I’m thinking that by touch and word, Jesus is doing something more than making a suggestion to his disciples. He is creating a miracle in their lives. In the gospels, “do not be afraid” is like a refrain. We hear it over and over and over again. From the mouths of angels, from the mouth of Jesus, “Do not be afraid.”
The events of the transfiguration story are scary. Being told by an angel that you will be a pregnant, unwed teenager is scary stuff. Watching someone walk across a like toward your boat, that’s scary. Finding an angel in an empty tomb that’s supposed to hold the body of Christ, that’s scary.
And so is this crazy world we live in. The news presses on us daily. From weather, to the latest disease outbreaks, to cyber- attacks, to stories of sex trafficking, to always it seems another mass shooting, tension, division, violence, war-this is a scary world. Fear is in the air, and the problems sometimes feel overwhelming. And Jesus says, “do not be afraid.”
Fear seems justified, so why would Jesus keep saying, “do not be afraid?” Especially to the disciples who will follow him down that mountain on a path that ends at the cross. Especially to us, who are told constantly that fear and anxiety should be our norm. And where does Jesus get his strength anyway, he is staring down a violent, terrible, brutal death, and he is telling us not to be afraid. He knows what fear does. He knows fear devours our ability to trust God. And the path he walked, the path he calls us, cannot be walked without a deep trust that the God who sends us, also sticks with us, through even the most terrifying moments.
The problem with fear is that it prevents us from moving forward into the future that God wants for us. Fears’ goal is to drive us into the ground. Fears’ goal is to prevent us from heading back down the mountain into the world with Jesus. Fears’ goal is to close us in, to close our mouths, to close our arms, to close our hearts. Fear is a disease that will paralyze our souls. And that is why Jesus touches his disciples with a healing touch. And that is why he speaks to them while they are lying on the ground like dead men, a word of life, “be raised up, be resurrected.”
Fear is not the end of the road, for there is work to do. Fear is the enemy of the gospel in this world, and yes sometimes you will be afraid, you will come to something terrifying, and you will be tempted just to shut down. But don’t, don’t let fear control you, don’t let fear stop you from being the person, being the minister of the gospel God is calling you to be.
There is plenty to fear in this world. But Jesus says, “do not be afraid.” Fear wants you to hide, don’t do it. Walk into this dark world and let your light shine. Fears’ goal is to shut your mouth, don’t do it. Speak the truth in this world of spin. Fears’ goal is to close your arms, to cause you to look at your sisters and brothers with suspicion and fear, to look at other beloved children of God as enemies, don’t do it. Let your love be vulnerable. Fears’ goal is to close your heart, don’t do it, leave your heart open so it may be broken wide open again and again. Let your love spill out everywhere it can, because perfect love casts out fear.
There is a lot to fear in this world. And you will be reminded every day by politicians, by market campaigns, by advertisements, by your friends on social media. You will be reminded of that so often, so much, that you might be tempted to hide your face in the ground. But Jesus is with you, and is not content to leave you there in the dirt.
Get up…and do not be afraid.